Just keep trudging

I really want to get down to BG tonight to hang out with everyone. I feel like drinking for a change to vent some of the pent up stress I've been dealing with all week.I sent a friend request to the girl from work I'm interested in last week, maybe Friday (The exact day eludes me atm) she accepted that during the weekend and on Sunday evening i sent her a message which more or less asked her out. I would have rather done something of that type in person, but as I was sure I'd probably never see her again otherwise, I felt it was better than not saying anything at all. Well, it's been about 5 days since then, and I have yet to get any response from her, neither a rejection or an acceptance to go out. And to top off my unnecessary anxiety, I found out earlier today that she's a little younger than I thought. She'll be turning 20 in a couple months, which makes me about 5.5 years older than her. Maybe (scratch that, it's likely a certainty) I'm just getting too worked up about all of this, but none-the-less, 5+ days for someone to respond to a confession is a bit much, In my opinion. I haven't decided what I'll do when I finally do something, but whatever it ends up being, I'm going to at least wait til a full week has passed before I do anything.

Otherwise, I've adjusted more or less to being back home with the parents. I don't really see them much since I work second shift and they're more like normal people who function during the day. Come this Monday (if not sooner) I'll be putting effort into finding a second, part-time job to bring in a little more cash. I have a few things I absolutely have to pay off before fall comes around, so I want to make sure I'm putting away as much as possible until then.

Still waiting to get some extra cash to upgrade my computer, too. I really want to get some new parts, but seeing how expensive they are I know it'll probably be a while before I can get to that.